bdk wrote:
The phone rings , its a buddy and wants to head out the next morning and get some shots of the sun coming up over a lake, with ducks etc.
I charge the batteries, format the cards, go down my check list making sure every thing I need is in the bag. Everything is set but that night ,
I am very restless all night almost no sleep .
A few days later I get a call to shoot some dogs at a AKC meeting Again I get everything ready the night before. This is a paying job
and I can hardly sleep. Thinking did I for get anything, what If the camera has a problem etc.
Then I get a call about shooting a religious ceremony , this is something if I screw up, it cant be fixed, just like a wedding.
I have 2 cameras loaded, 7 batteries charged. 6 memory cards formatted . Everything on the check list is in the bag. Im ready to go.
I dont sleep at all, 3 AM and Im still awake. Though I know IM ready I just can't sleep the night before. I worry if I screw up, if both cameras malfunction, the batteries all die. a lot of stupid stuff.
Anyone else have anxieties like this and how did you get over them?
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You sound well prepared! This may be a way to cope with ADD? Your mind not shutting down when everything is "under control" could ba another symptom? Just my guess. It is common among creative people running their own business.