Photography with a disability (Page 3): Cannibus oil.

Earnest Botello Loc: Hockley, Texas

dancers wrote:

so happy that you have your lovin gdog..................but what is a CBD?

Cannibus oil.

mr spock Loc: Fairfield CT

God bless you

joecichjr Loc: Chicago S. Suburbs, Illinois, USA

zenagain wrote:

50 years ago this month i got my 1st camera, don't remember what it was just that i loved using it, 2 years later my father bought me a plastic sears and robuck dark room set up and an Argus c3 (i think) (please save the argus jokes,,, i was 12. And it was cool)i was hooked. 2 years after that I had my first seizure, life then got crazy, photography was put away for awhile. Over the years i got back into photography, although not easy dealing with anywhere from 1 to 30 seizures a day. I can not count how many cameras and lenses i damaged or broke over the years.
My wife and i have a deal, if i start into a seizure, the camera is saved FIRST, I have struggled through the years trying to enjoy my hobby and just get through the days falling, breaking things, cancelling a day trip or 2.
Suffering from daily seizures puts a damper on life itself let alone trying to enjoy any hobby or past time.
Things have now changed. A few years ago i discovered CBD's (ok i did not discover them) my head Dr. suggested trying them, i did and my seizures went from 1-30 a day to 1-5 a day. Sometimes i will go a day or 2 without any. Great huh? However, 6 months ago we had a chance to get a certified service dog, she is awesome protects me unlike any other dog i have had....But...she can detect my seizures before i even know one is coming, by at least 30 seconds. Last week in the mountains of Colorado she alerts to an oncoming seizure, i had time to put my camera down and sit down before it kicked in.
She has made it possible to completely enjoy without concern my hobby again. Not to mention the quality of life she has brought back.
I once dropped a D3 25 ft onto the lower deck at Garden of the gods, it survived!!! But the lens did not. So hopefully no more damaged cameras no more purchasing the same lens more than one time.
I never would have stuck with trying to enjoy this hobby had it not been for Jim, my good friend from grade school, he was born with no legs, he never backed off from anything, not even swimming. Jim was with me last week in the mountains he had been with me through the toughest times of my life he gave me the drive and reasons to live life through my disability. Jim passed away during the super bowl, but he lives in my heart and every image i capture.
RIP my friend.
Point of my post, not one, i just needed to write something down.

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Sorry for your loss, Friend

My prayers are with you, but I know you will continue

dancers Loc: melbourne.victoria, australia

Earnest Botello wrote:

Cannibus oil.

thank you.............I hear it is a miracle treatment for some folk.

Hal81 Loc: Bucks County, Pa.

Photography a great way to go. Stay safe and Ill keep you in my prayers.

RodeoMan Loc: St Joseph, Missouri

Thank you for your post. You have more friends than you might imagine over along the "hedge". I admire you for continuing with your hobby when you could have set it aside. Or perhaps you couldn't, and that says worlds about your creative impulses. I wish you the best in these turbulent times.

dancers Loc: melbourne.victoria, australia

zenagain wrote:

50 years ago this month i got my 1st camera, don't remember what it was just that i loved using it, 2 years later my father bought me a plastic sears and robuck dark room set up and an Argus c3 (i think) (please save the argus jokes,,, i was 12. And it was cool)i was hooked. 2 years after that I had my first seizure, life then got crazy, photography was put away for awhile. Over the years i got back into photography, although not easy dealing with anywhere from 1 to 30 seizures a day. I can not count how many cameras and lenses i damaged or broke over the years.
My wife and i have a deal, if i start into a seizure, the camera is saved FIRST, I have struggled through the years trying to enjoy my hobby and just get through the days falling, breaking things, cancelling a day trip or 2.
Suffering from daily seizures puts a damper on life itself let alone trying to enjoy any hobby or past time.
Things have now changed. A few years ago i discovered CBD's (ok i did not discover them) my head Dr. suggested trying them, i did and my seizures went from 1-30 a day to 1-5 a day. Sometimes i will go a day or 2 without any. Great huh? However, 6 months ago we had a chance to get a certified service dog, she is awesome protects me unlike any other dog i have had....But...she can detect my seizures before i even know one is coming, by at least 30 seconds. Last week in the mountains of Colorado she alerts to an oncoming seizure, i had time to put my camera down and sit down before it kicked in.
She has made it possible to completely enjoy without concern my hobby again. Not to mention the quality of life she has brought back.
I once dropped a D3 25 ft onto the lower deck at Garden of the gods, it survived!!! But the lens did not. So hopefully no more damaged cameras no more purchasing the same lens more than one time.
I never would have stuck with trying to enjoy this hobby had it not been for Jim, my good friend from grade school, he was born with no legs, he never backed off from anything, not even swimming. Jim was with me last week in the mountains he had been with me through the toughest times of my life he gave me the drive and reasons to live life through my disability. Jim passed away during the super bowl, but he lives in my heart and every image i capture.
RIP my friend.
Point of my post, not one, i just needed to write something down.

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we had a beautiful much loved little Cocker Spaniel who had the most awful seizures.....heart breaking. You have my sympathy.

rcarol

zenagain wrote:

50 years ago this month i got my 1st camera, don't remember what it was just that i loved using it, 2 years later my father bought me a plastic sears and robuck dark room set up and an Argus c3 (i think) (please save the argus jokes,,, i was 12. And it was cool)i was hooked. 2 years after that I had my first seizure, life then got crazy, photography was put away for awhile. Over the years i got back into photography, although not easy dealing with anywhere from 1 to 30 seizures a day. I can not count how many cameras and lenses i damaged or broke over the years.
My wife and i have a deal, if i start into a seizure, the camera is saved FIRST, I have struggled through the years trying to enjoy my hobby and just get through the days falling, breaking things, cancelling a day trip or 2.
Suffering from daily seizures puts a damper on life itself let alone trying to enjoy any hobby or past time.
Things have now changed. A few years ago i discovered CBD's (ok i did not discover them) my head Dr. suggested trying them, i did and my seizures went from 1-30 a day to 1-5 a day. Sometimes i will go a day or 2 without any. Great huh? However, 6 months ago we had a chance to get a certified service dog, she is awesome protects me unlike any other dog i have had....But...she can detect my seizures before i even know one is coming, by at least 30 seconds. Last week in the mountains of Colorado she alerts to an oncoming seizure, i had time to put my camera down and sit down before it kicked in.
She has made it possible to completely enjoy without concern my hobby again. Not to mention the quality of life she has brought back.
I once dropped a D3 25 ft onto the lower deck at Garden of the gods, it survived!!! But the lens did not. So hopefully no more damaged cameras no more purchasing the same lens more than one time.
I never would have stuck with trying to enjoy this hobby had it not been for Jim, my good friend from grade school, he was born with no legs, he never backed off from anything, not even swimming. Jim was with me last week in the mountains he had been with me through the toughest times of my life he gave me the drive and reasons to live life through my disability. Jim passed away during the super bowl, but he lives in my heart and every image i capture.
RIP my friend.
Point of my post, not one, i just needed to write something down.

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Your post makes me grateful for the things that I have in life. I have my physical issues but they are small in comparison to the challenges that you face on a daily basis. Thanks for bringing me back to reality.

dancers Loc: melbourne.victoria, australia

rcarol wrote:

Your post makes me grateful for the things that I have in life. I have my physical issues but they are small in comparison to the challenges that you face on a daily basis. Thanks for bringing me back to reality.

me too.

zenagain Loc: Pueblo CO

Earnest Botello wrote:

Cannibus oil.

To expand on that a little.
CBD is short for Cannabidiol, it is one of the many Cannabinoids found in the cannibus plant (marajauna plant).
It is one that you can't get high on (that part of the plant is THC).
It is extracted and separated, commonly found in oil form but can also be found in pill form.
It is the main thing found in "Charletes Web" the famous oil named for a young girl it was used on to treat her for her seizures.
It is suppose to be helpful for many types of health issues.
I did not believe in its many uses, but after my experiances with it, well i just know it helps me.
I know it does not help everyone with seizures but it does with many.

I have been a little overwhelmed with all the kind and touching responses to my post here. Thank you all.

On the back of one of Jim's artificial legs was "Why Not?" And the other one was "WWJD". And thats how he lived life.

Thanks again and bless you all.

Earnest Botello Loc: Hockley, Texas

dancers wrote:

thank you.............I hear it is a miracle treatment for some folk.

It really works, it helps you sleep.

Thomas902 Loc: Washington DC

zenagain I just came upon your poignant and incredibly inspirational post "Photography with a disability".
And my sincere condolences on your lose of a dear friend "Jim" Wishing you all the best moving forward...

Your narrative in this post rings loud and clear to me at this juncture of my journey as I struggle to adjust to a recent failed surgery i.e. fusion of my cervical spine. For one who typically enjoyed daily walks through a park adjacent to my studio I now struggle to walk more than 50 yards on level ground. The inspiration I've gained from this post is huge, thank you so much for sharing. I now realize how fortunate I am being able to still do studio photography albeit to a rather limited extent.

While I certainly do have "good" days every morning can be (and often is) a challenge until I'm able to take my prescribed analgesics... My love of pursuit of photographic excellent is now a driving mission purpose. Especially since I can no longer enjoy my other love... playing classical guitar, (while the muscle memory is still their it's become impossible to hold the instrument because the pain soon becomes unacceptable).

One thing I've focused on is the fact that Beethoven began losing his hearing about the time he wrote his 5th symphony, yet he continued to triumph and was completely deaf when he finished his magnificent 9th symphony thus never ever heard one note of this timeless brilliant masterpiece.

There is a famous quote "When one door closes, another one opens, but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us." Alexander Graham Bell the famous inventor and his quote is a beacon of hope for all who struggle with disabilities. It is indeed lighting my way forward now...

And you are so fortunate and blessed to have your service dog Kelce.
All the best on your journey zenagain...

whatdat Loc: Del Valle, Tx.

Zenagen ; I just reread your post. So inspirational. I believe many benefit from the inspiration you have shown. A number of us in life have ailments, that in retrospect seem minuscule in comparison to people that deal with so much more in life and remain so positive in life. May that inspire many more people; I know it brightened my day.

And, Thomas, while re-reading the post mentioned in my reply, I came across yours as well. Never would have known what you are dealing with (always helpful with your positive answers to many questions about photography). My back issue sounds so much less than what you are going through; although it has stopped me from playing the piano and caused me to leave my horse adventures of 40 years behind ( but has left me with great memories). I still enjoy a life at 78 years of age that some don’t. A good wife and good friends often are definitely a plus.

Anyway, just wanted to let you know I ( and many others) have been touched by the inspiration of both your stories and wish you both well on your journeys and are the better for that inspiration. May you both continue to keep your positivity in your outlook on life. May whatever higher power you believe in continue to to keep you moving forward.

junglejim1949 Loc: Sacramento,CA

zenagain wrote:

50 years ago this month i got my 1st camera, don't remember what it was just that i loved using it, 2 years later my father bought me a plastic sears and robuck dark room set up and an Argus c3 (i think) (please save the argus jokes,,, i was 12. And it was cool)i was hooked. 2 years after that I had my first seizure, life then got crazy, photography was put away for awhile. Over the years i got back into photography, although not easy dealing with anywhere from 1 to 30 seizures a day. I can not count how many cameras and lenses i damaged or broke over the years.
My wife and i have a deal, if i start into a seizure, the camera is saved FIRST, I have struggled through the years trying to enjoy my hobby and just get through the days falling, breaking things, cancelling a day trip or 2.
Suffering from daily seizures puts a damper on life itself let alone trying to enjoy any hobby or past time.
Things have now changed. A few years ago i discovered CBD's (ok i did not discover them) my head Dr. suggested trying them, i did and my seizures went from 1-30 a day to 1-5 a day. Sometimes i will go a day or 2 without any. Great huh? However, 6 months ago we had a chance to get a certified service dog, she is awesome protects me unlike any other dog i have had....But...she can detect my seizures before i even know one is coming, by at least 30 seconds. Last week in the mountains of Colorado she alerts to an oncoming seizure, i had time to put my camera down and sit down before it kicked in.
She has made it possible to completely enjoy without concern my hobby again. Not to mention the quality of life she has brought back.
I once dropped a D3 25 ft onto the lower deck at Garden of the gods, it survived!!! But the lens did not. So hopefully no more damaged cameras no more purchasing the same lens more than one time.
I never would have stuck with trying to enjoy this hobby had it not been for Jim, my good friend from grade school, he was born with no legs, he never backed off from anything, not even swimming. Jim was with me last week in the mountains he had been with me through the toughest times of my life he gave me the drive and reasons to live life through my disability. Jim passed away during the super bowl, but he lives in my heart and every image i capture.
RIP my friend.
Point of my post, not one, i just needed to write something down.

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Sorry to hear of your friend passing. Your strength is awesome. Hang in there.

SteveR Loc: Michigan

zenagain wrote:

50 years ago this month i got my 1st camera, don't remember what it was just that i loved using it, 2 years later my father bought me a plastic sears and robuck dark room set up and an Argus c3 (i think) (please save the argus jokes,,, i was 12. And it was cool)i was hooked. 2 years after that I had my first seizure, life then got crazy, photography was put away for awhile. Over the years i got back into photography, although not easy dealing with anywhere from 1 to 30 seizures a day. I can not count how many cameras and lenses i damaged or broke over the years.
My wife and i have a deal, if i start into a seizure, the camera is saved FIRST, I have struggled through the years trying to enjoy my hobby and just get through the days falling, breaking things, cancelling a day trip or 2.
Suffering from daily seizures puts a damper on life itself let alone trying to enjoy any hobby or past time.
Things have now changed. A few years ago i discovered CBD's (ok i did not discover them) my head Dr. suggested trying them, i did and my seizures went from 1-30 a day to 1-5 a day. Sometimes i will go a day or 2 without any. Great huh? However, 6 months ago we had a chance to get a certified service dog, she is awesome protects me unlike any other dog i have had....But...she can detect my seizures before i even know one is coming, by at least 30 seconds. Last week in the mountains of Colorado she alerts to an oncoming seizure, i had time to put my camera down and sit down before it kicked in.
She has made it possible to completely enjoy without concern my hobby again. Not to mention the quality of life she has brought back.
I once dropped a D3 25 ft onto the lower deck at Garden of the gods, it survived!!! But the lens did not. So hopefully no more damaged cameras no more purchasing the same lens more than one time.
I never would have stuck with trying to enjoy this hobby had it not been for Jim, my good friend from grade school, he was born with no legs, he never backed off from anything, not even swimming. Jim was with me last week in the mountains he had been with me through the toughest times of my life he gave me the drive and reasons to live life through my disability. Jim passed away during the super bowl, but he lives in my heart and every image i capture.
RIP my friend.
Point of my post, not one, i just needed to write something down.

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God bless you in your daily struggle. I admire you for you continued fortitude. I know seizures can be very debilitating, and to have multiple ones in a day must be very frustrating. I'm glad to hear that you've had a good support system around you and have been able to get out and enjoy photography. I hope that you will post some of the photos that you have taken in the Photo Gallery or elsewhere. Nice shot of your dog!!