I was reading an article on memory on the
BBC web site and came to the same conclusion as a woman who suffers from depression.
Let me state that I am not depressive at all, quite the contrary.
What struck me is that I am and have been in contact with men and women that are truly depressed and their mood is infectious and not in a good way. I was wondering why that was that, how could they share their depression.
This article shade some light onto it. They all concentrate on the negative even when trying to think positive 'yes but' and return to their past. It is an endless circle that they cannot get out and it is so tight that after a while you yourself either get onto it or walk away because you do not want or cannot be involved more than a certain level.
I am currently dealing with a 32 year old woman who is a doctor. She is beautiful, intelligent but socially awkward because of her upbringing. I will not explain more but she hates everything about her life her job, herself has no long term friends no lasting intimate relationship. Every time we speak it is about the effective desert in her life. She just does not see what she has achieved already, nothing is positive. Her memories are negative.
Then I have another female friend, older, 40. She has basically the same problem, similar reason, her upbringing. The difference is that she gives too much too soon and ends up hurting in the same desert. Same thing, her memories are not happy. I cannot say she is depressive but she is also in a circle.
I have lost a friend, Jean, when he killed himself. It was a shock for all, no one saw it coming but when I think back, he also had few happy memories yet he had a thriving family, an envious social position and an exclusive prosperous business in his town.
A third woman, 31, was in a deep depression when I met her. The cause were once again with her upbringing but doubled with an invisible spinal handicap. She was also sexually assaulted when a teen and later on. For some reason our contact and exchanges helped her build or recall happier memories. She is now married, mother of two and healthy. She still shows deep anger at times so I am not too sure about the fullness of her 'recovery'. Her eyes have lost the hardness that was in them thought.
All this to say that the article and more specifically the research is spot on. If you do not eliminate bad memories, they take over and weaken your sense of self, even survival.
Now my question is: How can this be corrected?
Another question, less rhetoric: Have you observed this in your personal life?