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Nov 19, 2013 15:16:40   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
Flipper2012 wrote:
That is a beautiful photo you took their. You and someone else must be very proud of it


Thanks Flipper :-)

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Nov 19, 2013 15:18:54   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
amyinsparta wrote:
Every day is a new day. Every day gives the chance to change one's direction. Every day one is reborn.


Amy... Lovely sunrise and beautiful sentiment to go with it. Thanks for posting.

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Nov 19, 2013 15:25:14   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
pixelmaven wrote:
Depression sucks! I am one who also suffers from it and can get in deep troughs! It's an insidious thing, just creeps up and suddenly one is practically immobilized. Part of it is chemical. I found taking vitamin D3 every day makes a huge difference. Now, I realize this has nothing to do with photography or any other creative outlet, but; it will get you out of the slump and feeling energized enough to pursue that which you love ordinarily to do! I've gone years without painting, in the past, but with careful administration of vitamin D, these intervals are greatly lessened and it's such a simple, healthy thing to do. Forgive me if this phrase seems crude as it is not meant to be: "Keep your pecker up! "
Depression sucks! I am one who also suffers from i... (show quote)


Pixelmaven.... Vitamin D3 sounds good to me. Can't do much about the "pecker" LOLLL. But I'll speak to my husband :-) "Crude"...naaaaah. LOL. Made me chuckle. Thanks

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Nov 19, 2013 15:41:42   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
Ol Hasbeen wrote:
Rustybucket, I can relate to depression. I've gone through a business closure and a divorce. I wish I could give you an easy way out, but I can't. I can tell you this; you are in this group, so therefore you are a nice human being and you are a photographer, which means that you have some artistic ability. Hang in there, this too shall pass away.
I can also relate to Jerryc41 as every photograph I take needs some help! What I'm sending to show you isn't quite what you requested. It's another approach to being down. The local camera club was allowed a special evening for taking pictures at a local museum. I was all fired up until I got 2 steps through the door; then I realized I must have been humming some form of "The day the Hindenburg landed." The lighting was terrible. And the built in flash on my Nex 7 is such that I have to light a match to see if it fired. So this is where all these words are leading; sometimes, in my case, I just have to grab myself by the scruff of the neck and say "Do it-damn it!" I wanted to hit the delete key but that would not have made me feel better.
Rustybucket, I can relate to depression. I've gone... (show quote)


Hasbeen..."Do it- damn it"...what a brilliant phrase to trot out to myself when I find myself dithering...love it and I'm gonna remember it and use it. Your pictures are exactly what I meant. It's when your mind puts it's hands over your eyes and says...this is how it should really look...that's when things get kinda exciting. You made a great job of the mountain goats. You adjusted the light and shade on the goats to be consistent with the light in the sky. I know the purists will throw their hands up in horror but digital imaging isn't about "purity" it's about getting down and dirty right in the guts of your favourite software. Enjoyed your post...keep doing what you do :-)
PS. I did the same thing with an owl shot in a museum. Gave it a background and entered it in Camera Club annual comp. Not knowing any better (newbie) I entered it in "Wildlife"...won first prize. Judge asked if it was difficult to capture it in flight...to which I answered... "Nope...it was dead at the time"...which caused a bit of a stir. I graciously bowed out and let 2nd place take prize...only fair :-).

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Nov 19, 2013 15:50:33   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
LLucas wrote:
That's great, Ol Hasbeen! Love what you did with that one.
Rustybucket, hang in there. Too many of us suffer with the blues now and then, and it sure seems like artists do more than others.
My last big funk was broken by a spontaneous road-trip to no where. I just charged my batteries and filled up my gas tank. I found an awesome car show in the mountains and ended up with 50 or so photos to take home and play with. By the end of the evening, I had 6 or so fantastic photos that made me smile. I hope you can enjoy an unplanned photo excursion, too. It always works for me!
Keep your chin up and take good care of yourself.
That's great, Ol Hasbeen! Love what you did with t... (show quote)


Llucas...Fill up the tank and go... sounds like great advice. I'm gonna try and make a point of getting out whenever I can. Trouble is...my thermostat's knackered...not the car...me...3 degrees either way and I'm sweating or freezing and keeping peeling off layers of clothes just ticks me off. I know these are excuses...do you think a judge would condemn me for shooting my husband for leaving doors open LOL

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Nov 19, 2013 15:58:15   #
deanna_hg Loc: So. Alabama
 
Hoping you get that 'good ole positive' feeling back soon. This is the first time I have been here on UHH in a long time and today it is very fitting. In the mist of a rough depression myself. Haven't picked up my camera in weeks, you know the feeling. There are photographs all around me, my head sees them, the heart slow to follow. I look forward to following your progress :)

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Nov 19, 2013 16:32:52   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
deanna_hg wrote:
Hoping you get that 'good ole positive' feeling back soon. This is the first time I have been here on UHH in a long time and today it is very fitting. In the mist of a rough depression myself. Haven't picked up my camera in weeks, you know the feeling. There are photographs all around me, my head sees them, the heart slow to follow. I look forward to following your progress :)


Deanna...Your words echo EXACTLY how I've been feeling. It's so hard to "see" beauty when your whole being feels shut down and dark inside. It's such a loss that it can feel like someone died. So pick up your camera, take some photos and we'll recover together. Thanks for your kind words

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Nov 19, 2013 17:00:49   #
COI Jack Loc: Missouri
 
Thanks so much for being depressed on the "Hog". Otherwise, I would have missed all the great images you and others have posted here! "'Tis an ill wind,,, etc."

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Nov 19, 2013 18:15:45   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
COI Jack wrote:
Thanks so much for being depressed on the "Hog". Otherwise, I would have missed all the great images you and others have posted here! "'Tis an ill wind,,, etc."


Jack.... That made me giggle. Just my black sense of humour
The pleasure was all mine LOLL. This is way better than pills :-)

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Nov 19, 2013 19:27:25   #
MagicFad Loc: Clermont, FL
 
Rustybucket wrote:
Hi Hoggers,

Can you help me.

I've been going through a tough patch with depression There, if actually said it! and seem to have lost my inspiration and drive to either take or "make" images. Has anyone out there ever experienced the same thing? My thought processes are all over the place and I can't seem to focus them. I'm not much of a photographer in the sense that I "take" good photos but if I was lucky enough to have a photo "speak" to me I would get the urge to "make" a better image from it. I'd love to see some of you Hoggers favourite work and know what inspired you to take it in the first place and then "make" it portray your inner thoughts. I just know that some of you will have had Eureka moments at some time and I'd love to see and hear about them. I'm hoping it will bring back the memories of why I was drawn to photography in the first place. All the picture I've posted have been produced over the last 15 years but nothing from the last 2 years. I'm hope that your stories can inspire me and give the the prod I need. Thank you in advance.

I'll start the ball rolling with this dog portrait. it was originally a shot of the whole dog but the eyes were so soulful that I was compelled to crop it tightly and give the coat a sketchy treatment in CS3. If anyone is interested in the "how", I cropped and saved the picture then re-opened it in PS. Created a new filled gray layer on top then went to work with the Art History Brush. This brush acts like a Clone brush (cloning your base layer but adds an art texture at the same time.

I'll appreciate any examples of your own images and thoughts behind them
Hi Hoggers, br br Can you help me. br br I've be... (show quote)


The dog looks the way you say you feel, yet you did a very good job on it. All I can say is to just take pictures, one of them will click. The idea is to make yourself get up to do it, choose a subject or a letter (i.e. apples, angles, angry etc) and go find that something to shoot. Don't make it too easy on yourself, sometimes the challenge gets the imagination moving.
Happy shooting.

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Nov 19, 2013 20:02:04   #
PaulG Loc: Western Australia
 
Hello Rustybucket, sorry to hear that you're feeling down. I think we all have moments (but to varying degrees) of how you feel and I think it is terribly important to forgive and be patient with ourselves. These things don't come, or go, overnight so it is very important to share and to confide - as you have done here.

Now, I know my picture is not everyone's cup up tea but bugger it... I like it, and for this reason. I had taken hundreds of photos of these black swans over several months for an article I was writing. The swans and me soon became quite well acquainted and they even let their young climb on my lap as I sat on the fringes of the lake (mind you, it was only afterwards that I found out that an angry adult can break a man's arm with a beat of it's wing -seriously!). Anyway, I spent many hours in thoughtful contemplation with these birds which pleased me no end. The same whether I am strolling along the beach in a fierce windy early in the morning or in a forest surrounded by magical sounds. Whether you are with a companion or not one thing is for sure; you are never alone. There is so much to see, smell, hear and touch that the fascination is endless. That's what photography provides - a time to appreciate. I hate clichés but here goes.... the best and most treasured things in life are free but unfortunately we often can't see the wood for the trees (oh dear, that was two). The swan picture was framed and hangs in a hallway at home as a reminder of my time with the swans several years ago (I prefer things a bit arty, that's why I messed about with it)

By the way, the picture of your dog is fabulous.



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Nov 19, 2013 20:16:37   #
wonkytripod Loc: Peterborough UK
 
Rustybucket wrote:
Hi Hoggers,

Can you help me.

I've been going through a tough patch with depression There, if actually said it! and seem to have lost my inspiration and drive to either take or "make" images. Has anyone out there ever experienced the same thing? My thought processes are all over the place and I can't seem to focus them. I'm not much of a photographer in the sense that I "take" good photos but if I was lucky enough to have a photo "speak" to me I would get the urge to "make" a better image from it. I'd love to see some of you Hoggers favourite work and know what inspired you to take it in the first place and then "make" it portray your inner thoughts. I just know that some of you will have had Eureka moments at some time and I'd love to see and hear about them. I'm hoping it will bring back the memories of why I was drawn to photography in the first place. All the picture I've posted have been produced over the last 15 years but nothing from the last 2 years. I'm hope that your stories can inspire me and give the the prod I need. Thank you in advance.

I'll start the ball rolling with this dog portrait. it was originally a shot of the whole dog but the eyes were so soulful that I was compelled to crop it tightly and give the coat a sketchy treatment in CS3. If anyone is interested in the "how", I cropped and saved the picture then re-opened it in PS. Created a new filled gray layer on top then went to work with the Art History Brush. This brush acts like a Clone brush (cloning your base layer but adds an art texture at the same time.

I'll appreciate any examples of your own images and thoughts behind them
Hi Hoggers, br br Can you help me. br br I've be... (show quote)


My camera is now my escape. I very rarely delete any of my shots and regularly look back at them and many times I realise that one of the worst photos that I have taken at that moment is the best because of a memory that came back to me.

I've looked at new processess such as transfering prints on to wood It only works with certain types of shot so I have to look for the right oportunities to get what I want to keep the enthusiasm going.

I hope you get your MOJO back soon.

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Nov 19, 2013 21:49:41   #
Dbez1 Loc: Ford City, PA
 
Have you tried finding a good Bible centered church? Also, God can work through doctors and meds. Best wishes, I will pray for you.

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Nov 20, 2013 07:36:45   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
MagicFad wrote:
The dog looks the way you say you feel, yet you did a very good job on it. All I can say is to just take pictures, one of them will click. The idea is to make yourself get up to do it, choose a subject or a letter (i.e. apples, angles, angry etc) and go find that something to shoot. Don't make it too easy on yourself, sometimes the challenge gets the imagination moving.
Happy shooting.


Thanks Magic....All the images I've posted were done long before the "deep dark depression" descended. I sit in front of my Photoshop screen now and really struggle to remember how to do stuff that I could trot out easily in the past. I now really appreciate how hard it is for people who have maybe had an accident or illness and have had to learn how to walk or talk and do the simplest tasks all over again. My memory is a bit like a landscape full of pit holes. I can jog along quite nicely then...oops.. I'm in a "hole" and haven't a clue how to proceed. Even making decisions exhausts me... Some days I just decide I'm not going to make any decisions. That works for me. But it's crunch time and I know I've gotta bite the bullet. I hope my camera can double as a ladder...and make it easier to get outa the holes :-)

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Nov 20, 2013 07:45:44   #
Rustybucket Loc: England
 
PaulG wrote:
Hello Rustybucket, sorry to hear that you're feeling down. I think we all have moments (but to varying degrees) of how you feel and I think it is terribly important to forgive and be patient with ourselves. These things don't come, or go, overnight so it is very important to share and to confide - as you have done here.

Now, I know my picture is not everyone's cup up tea but bugger it... I like it, and for this reason. I had taken hundreds of photos of these black swans over several months for an article I was writing. The swans and me soon became quite well acquainted and they even let their young climb on my lap as I sat on the fringes of the lake (mind you, it was only afterwards that I found out that an angry adult can break a man's arm with a beat of it's wing -seriously!). Anyway, I spent many hours in thoughtful contemplation with these birds which pleased me no end. The same whether I am strolling along the beach in a fierce windy early in the morning or in a forest surrounded by magical sounds. Whether you are with a companion or not one thing is for sure; you are never alone. There is so much to see, smell, hear and touch that the fascination is endless. That's what photography provides - a time to appreciate. I hate clichés but here goes.... the best and most treasured things in life are free but unfortunately we often can't see the wood for the trees (oh dear, that was two). The swan picture was framed and hangs in a hallway at home as a reminder of my time with the swans several years ago (I prefer things a bit arty, that's why I messed about with it)

By the way, the picture of your dog is fabulous.
Hello Rustybucket, sorry to hear that you're feeli... (show quote)


Paul.... Thanks... I really enjoyed your story about the swan connection. This is the bit of me that has disappeared and by you all telling your stories and can hopefully start to remember all the thought I had that made me ME. You're so right when you say we're never alone. It don't matter what the connection is...a swan, a rock, and tree, you're living, connected and part of it once you've observed it...whether you record it or now.

I really like your swan image. It made me work for the answers...just like life...it didn't come on a plate. When are you posting your next one.

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