Welcome to the forum, Max. Sorry for your loss and hope photography will help. I've learned a lot from the folks here. It's helped me and it's a lot of fun. One thing that's impacted me is that it gives me a reason to go out and shoot and helps me look at things photographically and think up photo projects. So I encourage you to start posting.
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